IVF Date

ok so after obsessing for so many years and finally been told we need to do IVF i started freaking out and thinking maybe this month we will fall pregnant ?? and then we wont have to do IVF?

Poor Angus had to put up with me telling him when we needed to be getting ACTIVE and not ,if you know what i mean :)

well if you want to put strain on a marriage try doing this ha ha i have to laugh looking back though,

oh i will apologise now if some of my blogs sound ........................... um..................well a little bit mental really, as this journey just really brings the total extremes of your personality out, even walking past a pregnant woman at the wrong time of the month would break me down and poor angus would have to console me for a whole day !! (which is pretty easy when you think about it , blue cheese and red wine please ) hee hee.

Ok say we were given August07 as our IVF 1st cycle date, (for all you non infertiles) which basically means (1st day of period ring the clinic we are in for a ride!)

Well july comes around and im still freaking out major time as by now i have been online and found some great websites etc... oh baby........babycentre australia. etc etc. well i start to think oh im sure i will fall pregnant naturally maybe we shold put IVF off for 6 months? and just have a break from all the TTC(trying to conceive) book a holiday in oz and just not think about it ?

Well Mr Pullen was all for this as he has lived and breathed with Mrs Nightmare infertile Pullen for the past 3 years and pretty much jumped at the chance of a holiday and break from all the TTC crap we had dealt with.

So we booked a holiday for March08 and thats what we did :)

This is Digby at Dreamworld very cuddly wee man.