useless

im 35 weeks tomorro and getting more uselesser and uselesser by the minute i think.

here is a photo of me at 34 weeks only a week late but you get the jist.

oh and we practised dressing babies as you can see we did well with our stand in baby, bossy cat.

last night of antinatal class tonight man 6 weeks has gone fast!!!
CPR training for babies tomorro (just in case)

2 more sleeps til end of work WOOHOO!!! my patience factor is really getting bad lately so it is a good thing im finishing up soon,

my GF bec gave me a pedi voucher for my bday (bless her heart)(i nearly died) i couldve got on my knees and kissed her feet for that oh its going to be bliss!!! i cant wait.

and i booked in for a new hair do next week (stuff it) prob be last time i get to go to hair dressers for a while so better start posting some stuff on trade me to pay for it :)

someone (who lives out of the area) mentioned to me they might come and stay Easter????? um something major wrong with that picture is the fact that im due to have a baby on the 1st,2nd,3rd,4th April and probably induced if it doesnt happen those days so the 10th (being easter) i doubt would be ideal for house guests staying a long weekend ha ha

Baby shower on the weekend, was very spoilt and thanks to everyone of you that gave me such lovely things and came along to make the day special. oh and thanks to those who couldnt make it as well and still were naughty and gave us something, i was thinkin of you too :)

34weeks

far out i cant believe i havent blogged in two weeks!!!!

Well nothing much new really except im bigger !! (photos to come)
Antinatal classes continue to be great entertainment for me on Tuesday nights and im counting down til my last day of work on the 26th Feb (pheuuw)

Got my baby shower this weekend which is quite funny as i have managed to avoid all baby showers throughout my life so far, (due to my fertility struggles) the showers i just couldnt really face because i didnt want to celebrate that some tart had fallen pregnant and be reminded that i was a failure (sounds dramatic but its how you feel sometimes believe me)and couldnt.
The shower actually sounds quite exciting now and im a bit gutted i missed all the others but thems the breaks and i will def go to others im invited to from now on.
Im amazed its still going ahead as i wanted to cancel it quite a few times!!!! maybe thats why ya friends organise it for you as stacey wouldnt let me cancel it ha ha, we had to change dates a few times then i am told i have to work which really peeved me off so it is possible i will be running late for my own baby shower and lets hope im not grumpy and tired to add to the mix as i have a few people staying the night ( a few being mmmmmmm 7or so people) but i think we will have fun as it will be the last time i see everyone and can have a normal conversation before being interupted by a baby demanding my time (not that i wil mind that)
anyway this is really just a ramble i think, as my brain hasnt been working properly for a while now so me actually putting a blog on is a major achievement.

New favourite love is the local gym pool ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh YUS!!!! it is so nice being weightless for a few moments in the day when your pushing all black weight status. (im serious)

i am only just starting to get the eye twitch when people ask me when im due now and what im going to call her. I would say i get asked that about 20 times a day im going to throw some curve balls out there because im getting bored saying "april fools" and "we have a list of names" as i dont really want peoples opinions on the name we have chosen as people think you really want to know what they think after you tell them!!! as if.
so how about
when are you due ?? "October! Im only 4 weeks pregnant!"
or "WHAT!!! im not F&^%kn pregnant!"
or "two weeks ago, actually im having contractions NOW!ARGH"
HA HA HA HA HA i am very very EVIL!!

Do you have a name? "yeah tanya junior of course!"
"agatha or gertrude! cant decide really which one do u like?"
"oh shit do I need a name?? i hadnt thought about it!"

Oh i am going tohave fun with this he he

32 weeks

thought i better put a gut shot up just for shits and giggles

mmmm cant think of a title so there!!

okay why is it some days i can bake like martha stewart and other days my baking resembles something a demented cross eyed hobbit would make ????

i tried to make a yummy choco brownie yesterday (that i successfully made 2 weeks ago and was beautiful) and i managed to grill it instead of bake it and am left with a half cooked chewing gum choco thing????

dam dam well that was because i have to take supper to my antenatal class tomorro night so now im going to resort to lollie kebabs or jam and cream pikelets thanks to friends i have asked what is easy and cheap to make ha ha.

mmmmmmmmmmmm what else??

saw a money man today threw him my mortgage papers bankstatements insurance policies told him to make it all cheaper and ran out the door :) so hopefully i hear from him in the next few days ha ha

cant beleive we have only 8 weeks to go??? say what ???

did baby beautifuls room on weekend is looking like the little princesses room i imagined more and more so wil post photos when i get my A into G or may wait til after baby shower as it will look lovely and stocked up then he he.

okay enough bolllocks talk im just waffling now mmmmmmm waffles mmmmmmmmmmm food mmmmmmmmmmmmm food.