34weeks

far out i cant believe i havent blogged in two weeks!!!!

Well nothing much new really except im bigger !! (photos to come)
Antinatal classes continue to be great entertainment for me on Tuesday nights and im counting down til my last day of work on the 26th Feb (pheuuw)

Got my baby shower this weekend which is quite funny as i have managed to avoid all baby showers throughout my life so far, (due to my fertility struggles) the showers i just couldnt really face because i didnt want to celebrate that some tart had fallen pregnant and be reminded that i was a failure (sounds dramatic but its how you feel sometimes believe me)and couldnt.
The shower actually sounds quite exciting now and im a bit gutted i missed all the others but thems the breaks and i will def go to others im invited to from now on.
Im amazed its still going ahead as i wanted to cancel it quite a few times!!!! maybe thats why ya friends organise it for you as stacey wouldnt let me cancel it ha ha, we had to change dates a few times then i am told i have to work which really peeved me off so it is possible i will be running late for my own baby shower and lets hope im not grumpy and tired to add to the mix as i have a few people staying the night ( a few being mmmmmmm 7or so people) but i think we will have fun as it will be the last time i see everyone and can have a normal conversation before being interupted by a baby demanding my time (not that i wil mind that)
anyway this is really just a ramble i think, as my brain hasnt been working properly for a while now so me actually putting a blog on is a major achievement.

New favourite love is the local gym pool ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh YUS!!!! it is so nice being weightless for a few moments in the day when your pushing all black weight status. (im serious)

i am only just starting to get the eye twitch when people ask me when im due now and what im going to call her. I would say i get asked that about 20 times a day im going to throw some curve balls out there because im getting bored saying "april fools" and "we have a list of names" as i dont really want peoples opinions on the name we have chosen as people think you really want to know what they think after you tell them!!! as if.
so how about
when are you due ?? "October! Im only 4 weeks pregnant!"
or "WHAT!!! im not F&^%kn pregnant!"
or "two weeks ago, actually im having contractions NOW!ARGH"
HA HA HA HA HA i am very very EVIL!!

Do you have a name? "yeah tanya junior of course!"
"agatha or gertrude! cant decide really which one do u like?"
"oh shit do I need a name?? i hadnt thought about it!"

Oh i am going tohave fun with this he he