Wednesday, March 18, 2009

murphys law

my camera breaks and im due soon ha ha.
nothing much else to say but 38 weeks today and my brain and body has slowed down HEAPS!!
ive started acupuncture which is pretty cool to help with the labour.
people are still giving all sorts of advice and saying weird things.
how about this one ....
"you know your baby can die still? they do sometimes this far along?" (from a man)
NICE ONE THANKS FOR THAT

so no picture for the 38 week but hopefully wll put one up before i pop.

had quite a few visitors on the weekend about 9hours worth????havent even had the baby yet??? i was pretty tired from a wedding we went too so started to feel like i was the local freak show and entertainment attration in the area. ha ha.
i do hope people ring or text first as i dont think i can handle randoms turning up all the time especially iff im tired or emotional uh oh ha ha. i would say its the biggest anxiety for first time parents after speakiing to all the girls in my antinatal group. everyones bigest worry is the influx of people ha ha.

well i havent hit that feeling that everyone goes on aabout "oh i cant wait for this to be over blah blah im so over it blah blah get her out of me blah blah i mean seriously this being a IVF pregnancy i have known from day dot that we were pregnant (and the 7 week build up before being pregnant means a good year of this experience!!)
so its been a LONG pregnancy but definetly im not wishing it over yet???? i dont get it?? maybe cause we appreciate it a bit more being IVF or maybe there are other people that do appreciate it but you just hear the complaining ones the most and the others like me that enojoy it are just more quiet about it ha ha.

im not worried about the birth at all im looking forward to it bring it on baby!! we cant wait to meet our litle precious princess.
i think i appreciate the fact some people can never experience this, i look back now (when we were tryng for the 4 years)and think of all the times i thought to myself "god i would kill just to be pregnnant and be able to experience everything!(when people would complain about pain and other stuff to do with pregnanncy)
and now im 2WEEKS away from being a mummy OH MY GOODNESS.
At acupunctre the other day i said to her (acuuncturist) i think the time feels right for me to have a baby now im calm and not stressed about anything and feel really ready and if we had fallen pregnant when we were tryin for so long maybe the time wouldnt have been right, maybe in a way everything does happen for a reason at certain times in our life?
(now someone did say this to me when i was doing IVF and i nearly punched them ha ha)
i dont know but i better go as im getting all airy fairy and my brain is hurting from having to think for longer than 10 minutes he he.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Just wanted to send you a big kiss and hug. Sometimes you say the loviest things xxxxxx